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THOUGHTS OF SUMMER
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Text: “Who then is this,
that even the wind and the sea obey him?”
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It happens every May, if not earlier. I will be working at my desk, or
reading in my chair, and the thought bubble above my head is filled with
a vision of my sailboat on Puget Sound. Or I think of myself down below,
sneaking in an afternoon nap as the waves rock my boat. I can’t help it. |
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Since I’m thinking about our life on Puget Sound anyway, I ask myself how
summers have affected my theology. Isn’t that what preachers are supposed
to be thinking? |
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Our section of water, Case Inlet, was chiseled out of the earth during
the ice age, which fortunately retreated around 10,000 years ago. It left
a beautiful bit of water for me to sail on for all these years. The history
of the idea of God is about the same age. Compared to the 4 billion years
or so age of the earth, it’s a millisecond. My existence is more fleeting
than that. |
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Every year as I walk our beach I see millions of shells, skeletons of formerly
living creatures. They were born or hatched or whatever, grew, reproduced
and soon were killed, eaten or died. Do those sand dollars or sand flees
matter to God? Am I of more value than they? Do I matter to God? Is there
a God to matter to? |
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Then there are sunsets. We plan our day so that we don’t miss the sunset.
Life gives only so many sunsets. Life gives even fewer summers. I watch
as the sun marches north into the Olympics in its settings, then marches
south again after the Summer Solstice. “So teach us to number our days
that we may apply our hearts unto wisdom.” Oysters and eagles and herons
and kingfishers have their time for sun, then their time is gone. I am
no more permanent than they. |
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I walk over barnacles, remembering that they are animals too. If discovered
on Mar’s, headlines would proclaim the discovery of life. What is the difference
between barnacle life and my life? For reasons that maybe Darwin could
explain I happened to turn out with a system that allows me to have awareness
not available to the barnacle. It is my “fate” to be able to wonder, discover,
appreciate and celebrate life’s mysteries. |
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At night when it is dark I like to walk up on our road and see the stars.
That is always one of those times when I can’t help being brought to awe
and wonder. In my lifetime we have moved from talking about a galaxy, to
multiple galaxies. More than that, we’re moving beyond talk of a
universe, to multiple universes. I look out, knowing that there
are 12 billion years worth of stars and galaxies out there. I am becoming
a smaller and smaller speck in the stream of life. |
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I feel that I am part of it all. If God is involved it is not as one who
micro-manages the existence of every mosquito and squirrel and human. It
would be arrogant of me to think of myself as the most important species
to exist on my beach. I am part of the water and air and mountains and
sun and stars and living creatures. I am a puny part of something so immense
I can’t begin to imagine or understand. I am part of something grand. I
am part of eternity. I am part of God. |
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Back to our text. Jesus is asleep in the boat during a storm. He tells
the sea to be quiet. I’ve done that, but most times it doesn’t quiet. When
it does quiet, nobody says, “Who is this that even the wind and the sea
obey him?” We all sleep through storms about us that we ought to rebuke!
At least Jesus woke up! |
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Is there anyone who believes that nature responds to anyone’s command?
God’s, Jesus’, or mine? There was a time before science when some people
believed God determined wind, storm, rain or sunshine. People still pray
to God about the weather. We no longer think of God as having anything
to do with tornadoes or hurricanes or earthquakes or volcanoes. Yet people
are always quoted on the news saying that God somehow saved them out of
the storm while dozens died around them. I think the story of Jesus calming
a storm was made to affirm belief in his divine power. |
I don’t claim to understand life. Yours, mine, God's. I think we’ve been
careless about tying God to nature. In “The Whole Shebang,” Timothy Ferris
talks about God:
“Whether he left
or was ever here I do not know, and don’t believe we shall ever know. But
one can learn to live with ambiguity—and with the silence of the stars.
All who genuinely seek to learn, whether atheist or believer, scientist
or mystic, are united in having not a faith, but faith
itself. Its token is reverence, its habit to respect the eloquence
of silence. For God’s hand may be a human hand, reaching out in loving
kindness, and God’s voice your voice, if you but speak the truth.” (p.
312)
— Art Morgan,
May 2002
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